one of those things where if i had it on video,it would get 50 million views on youtube

Elliott made me weak telling me the story of his fall.

He's such a DORK!

hahaha jk.

Now i'm with Rebecca ;

and Tonight's going to be SUPER FUN.

With Rebecca, Elliott, and Jessica :)

MANNN IM STOKED.

Anywho;

DUDE I GOT SOME COOL NEMO POOL STUFF AT THE DOLLAR STORE!

and some football TRADING CARDS!
WOOP WOOP.

and now i have some Vault,

and I have great burps :)

Anyway,

COOK OUT TOMORROW

GRANDPARENTS ON SUNDAY

PARTY ON SUNDAY

Chillen Monday :)

TOODLES

I hate cancer

My neighbor died last night.

Mrs Wanda,

5/20/09

RIP.

so that makes

Mr Fred 12/21/08

and

Mrs Wanda 5/20/09

No more please :(

it's just so much.

I can't stand it,

i have to find a cure.

I WILL.

Elliott Babbyyyy.

Elliott, You're amazing.

I love you so much,I'm soooo happy I know you.

You have my back with everything,and I trust you so much.
I love you more than words can explain.

You are my best friendYou just, are amazing.

I can't even explain this.
I will always love you, and will ALWAYS be here for you.

You mean so much to me,

Talking to you hours on hours everynight

just makes my day

I could be having the worst day of my life,

and i guarantee talking to you will turn my frown upside down.

You're the only friend I have that I can just sit down

And let out all my complaints to,

and you'll listen, the ENTIRE TIME.

And you do the same to me,

Its like a mutual bitch-fest.

:) I love it.

We have our own song,

And it describes us perfectly.

And when i'm working during the Incubus concert,

Selling those T-Shirts,

know that i'll be thinking about you the entire time.

Wishing I was with you.

And remember,

"Whatever tomorrow brings, i'll be there, with open arms and open eyes, yeah."

Q. Will you still love me in the morning?

........

you better answer with Forever and ever babe :)

Cancer Sucks

I hate how i'm losing everyone I love to cancer.

It's not fair, I don't deserve this.

What have I ever done to deserve this?

To lose everyone I care about?

Today, I found out that my Aunt has breast cancer,

and Lung damage from chemicals from hair dye and stuff,

She's a hairdresser.

So basically, shes dying from the one thing she loves.

:(

Why does this happen?

Why can't they find a cure?

There's a cure for everything else?!

So this makes 1 Death; Mr Fred. 12/21/08

3 Infected; Mrs Anita

Mrs Wanda

and now My Aunt Brenda

so whos next?

I know,

Im going to find a cure for cancer,

thats my lifetime goal,

because no one deserves this

Especially me.

I'm In Trouble

I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this Boy
He's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirl
But even worse I can't stop calling him
He's all I want and more I mean damn What's not to adore?
I've been playing too much guitar I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times I swear he's going mad
And that cellular will be the death of us I swear, I swear
And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh
I'm running my mouth Just like I got him But I surely don't
Because he's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Rock 'n roll
And out of my league Is he out of my league?
Let's hope not I'm in trouble I'm so cliché
See that word just wears me out
Makes me feel like just another girl To laugh and joke about
But even worse I can't stop calling him
I love to hear that voice And honestly I'm left with no choice
I've been playing too much guitar I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times I swear he's going mad
And that cellular will be the death of us I swear, I swear
And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh
I'm running my mouth Just like I got him
But I surely don't Because he's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh
Rock 'n roll And out of my league Is he out of my league?
Let's hope not And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh, oooh

Goodness, I can't get him off of my mind, it's great yet terrible at the same time
My eating habits, sleeping habits, study habits have all been changed.
All I ever do is smile and daydream now
It's, different
I don't know, I like it
All I know is that yesterday was amazing
and I wish I could put it on repeat everyday of my life