I hate Cancer part 3;

October 31st, 2009

R.I.P Mrs. Anita
You will be missed.





Stupid Lung Cancer.


Someone please, find a cure so I can stop losing the ones I love.

I havent blogged in so long;

I love you best friend! :)

MALL

WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD THE MALL CLOSE AT 9 ON A SATURDAY?

just wondering, i mean... thats so dumb.

at least i got to walk around with Elliott though (:

one of those things where if i had it on video,it would get 50 million views on youtube

Elliott made me weak telling me the story of his fall.

He's such a DORK!

hahaha jk.

Now i'm with Rebecca ;

and Tonight's going to be SUPER FUN.

With Rebecca, Elliott, and Jessica :)

MANNN IM STOKED.

Anywho;

DUDE I GOT SOME COOL NEMO POOL STUFF AT THE DOLLAR STORE!

and some football TRADING CARDS!
WOOP WOOP.

and now i have some Vault,

and I have great burps :)

Anyway,

COOK OUT TOMORROW

GRANDPARENTS ON SUNDAY

PARTY ON SUNDAY

Chillen Monday :)

TOODLES

I hate cancer

My neighbor died last night.

Mrs Wanda,

5/20/09

RIP.

so that makes

Mr Fred 12/21/08

and

Mrs Wanda 5/20/09

No more please :(

it's just so much.

I can't stand it,

i have to find a cure.

I WILL.

Elliott Babbyyyy.

Elliott, You're amazing.

I love you so much,I'm soooo happy I know you.

You have my back with everything,and I trust you so much.
I love you more than words can explain.

You are my best friendYou just, are amazing.

I can't even explain this.
I will always love you, and will ALWAYS be here for you.

You mean so much to me,

Talking to you hours on hours everynight

just makes my day

I could be having the worst day of my life,

and i guarantee talking to you will turn my frown upside down.

You're the only friend I have that I can just sit down

And let out all my complaints to,

and you'll listen, the ENTIRE TIME.

And you do the same to me,

Its like a mutual bitch-fest.

:) I love it.

We have our own song,

And it describes us perfectly.

And when i'm working during the Incubus concert,

Selling those T-Shirts,

know that i'll be thinking about you the entire time.

Wishing I was with you.

And remember,

"Whatever tomorrow brings, i'll be there, with open arms and open eyes, yeah."

Q. Will you still love me in the morning?

........

you better answer with Forever and ever babe :)

Cancer Sucks

I hate how i'm losing everyone I love to cancer.

It's not fair, I don't deserve this.

What have I ever done to deserve this?

To lose everyone I care about?

Today, I found out that my Aunt has breast cancer,

and Lung damage from chemicals from hair dye and stuff,

She's a hairdresser.

So basically, shes dying from the one thing she loves.

:(

Why does this happen?

Why can't they find a cure?

There's a cure for everything else?!

So this makes 1 Death; Mr Fred. 12/21/08

3 Infected; Mrs Anita

Mrs Wanda

and now My Aunt Brenda

so whos next?

I know,

Im going to find a cure for cancer,

thats my lifetime goal,

because no one deserves this

Especially me.

I'm In Trouble

I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this Boy
He's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirl
But even worse I can't stop calling him
He's all I want and more I mean damn What's not to adore?
I've been playing too much guitar I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times I swear he's going mad
And that cellular will be the death of us I swear, I swear
And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh
I'm running my mouth Just like I got him But I surely don't
Because he's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Rock 'n roll
And out of my league Is he out of my league?
Let's hope not I'm in trouble I'm so cliché
See that word just wears me out
Makes me feel like just another girl To laugh and joke about
But even worse I can't stop calling him
I love to hear that voice And honestly I'm left with no choice
I've been playing too much guitar I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times I swear he's going mad
And that cellular will be the death of us I swear, I swear
And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh
I'm running my mouth Just like I got him
But I surely don't Because he's so O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh
Rock 'n roll And out of my league Is he out of my league?
Let's hope not And oh O-oh, o-oh, o-ooh Ooooh, oooh

Goodness, I can't get him off of my mind, it's great yet terrible at the same time
My eating habits, sleeping habits, study habits have all been changed.
All I ever do is smile and daydream now
It's, different
I don't know, I like it
All I know is that yesterday was amazing
and I wish I could put it on repeat everyday of my life

Showtime

It's showtime :)
I'm getting ready to go to the movies,
I'm in a hurry though.

Hey Meika :)
Hey Josh:)

I'll do this later.


It sucks that spring break is coming to an end;
but it's been a good break,

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE AT BUSCH GARDENS AND IM HOME.
DAMN HOMEWORK SUCKS!


anyway,
well, im out.
read meikas blog.


loveemeika@blogspot.com

she's cool.

loveyou'

My Best Friend

March 27th, 2009.

I got a new phone :)

I'm with my best friend Rebecca so i'm gonna make this short.

She's very very dependable.

:) She's great

We watched twilight again, She loved it.

I texted.

:)

I miss Him, again.

HEY MEIKA.

I don't regret anything.

So, today is March 23rd 2009.

It was an okay day.

Some people just annoy me,

Anyway.

Hey Meika :)

Hahaha, well i'm working on a project that was due today,

i'm a slacker, i know.

Okay now, here are my thoughts for the day:

Say you have a best friend and you're starting to see a different side of them that you dont like,

I have this friend who is changing into.... a uhm..."butthead"

and you want to know if you still have a good friendship,

so I have this other friend that I called from her phone,

so she started texting him, and as a test, I asked her not to talk to him...

and told him not to talk to her.

I tell her every day please stop talking to him.

Well, this was about 6 days ago, and they still text all the time.

She can see that i'm clearly not okay with this, and I know it sounds dumb,

but its making me see that she really doesn't care how I feel.

She doesn't even know him,

what do you think....

Good friend or bad friend?

Song Quote of the day...

Lost and insecure ,You found me, you found meLying on the floorSurrounded, surroundedWhy’d you have to wait?Where were you, where were you?Just a little lateYou found me, You found me.

-You Found Me: The Fray.

My First Post

March 20th 2009,

So today is Alicia's 16th birthday, so happy birthday girl:)

Also the first day of spring,

therefor....
Today was okay, except I couldn't stop sneezing,

And allergys suck.
The worst part is I got fired from work tonight, but thats okay...

Anyway, do you ever have that kind of friend that you know you'd be perfect for eachother but you don't want to ruin the friendship?
I hate that
Or what about the kind where you really like that special someone but they don't feel the same?
I don't like that either.

There is also something that needs to be said.
When you have a problem with someone, you need to tell them;
not everyone else, because its not their problems,
And if you're mad, you dont have to pout around like a 4 year old to get attention.
And if you DO that, stop wondering why everyone thinks your annoying,
THAT IS WHY.

ahhh people are crazy these days
Anyway, well I'm going to go finish cleaning and then go out to eat,
Goodbye:)

Song quote of the day :

"Cause I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do
what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight."

-Your Call:Secondhand Serenade